Is it over?

We never get into relationship.

I feel this way since your ended up with your ex.

I thought she was great.

She wears hijab as well.

I thought she was your real girlfriend.

But you ended up your relationship.

I was so okay when you with her..

She’s better than me (in a photo).

I was so FINE.

And I didn’t even think about you.

NEVER.

When you ended up with her,

I forgot what I feel.

But step by step,

My feeling to you just peep out

With no permission.

I don’t know why….

And today,

I am thinking about you all day long.

Don’t you feel it?

I ask Allah to make you feel as what I feel.

But, I don’t know.

Whether Allah grant it or not.

I’ve said that I want to move on.

BUT when I was ready for it,

YOU JUST PEEPED OUT,

And makes me remembering you.

‘till now.

It’s kinda crap.

I want to move on.

But, I didn’t ready yet.

Because next February I will meet him.

If I’m still alive tough.

You don’t show your tweet.

It’s kind of… missing you.

Yes, I’ve removed you.

Yes, I’ve deleted you.

Should I unfollow your acc so that I can forget you?

But hey,

We’ll meet again.

I’ve promise this thing on you.

This is a promise.

So, let the time flows.

*sigh*

May be this is the best thing from Allah.

Allah wants me to be a strong women?

May be..

I’m just tired of these things.

I’m absolutely tired.

Do you ever feel it?

I never know what you feel to me.

I’m hopeless though.

Why I can not let you go?

Why there’s something in me which CAN NOT let you go?

WHY?

WHY?

WHY?

Ya Allah, answer me………..