Teenage Love Affair

I'm desparate. Desperate in love?

hell no. I don't know what i feel now.. Love? Past? I DON'T KNOW.

I ain't talk about basketball..

Basketball is a part of my life and yes, i have another part of life.

It's about my "first guy".

He isn't my boyfriend but he WAS my close friend and now is a LONG LONG LONG friend.

I had forgotten about him but some month ago, but..

He came back. I MET HIM FOR SURE.

I WAS HIGH FIVE WITH HIM.

I WAS TALKING (a bit) TO HIM.

how the hell happy i was..

Now? it's just EMPTY.

You didn't even relpy my text that, surely it didn't have any intention to get closer to you, needed to be answered but you didn't.

How glad i was when i got your message and asked me to watch basketball match although you didn't even wrote my name on it. It was like, you texted it to ANYONE.

Well, i don't care about it.

I didn't say yes because i wont get hurt any more.

Is this what i'm affraid of?

This problem is not only mine but, i think, many girls.

Are we too much hoping?

Are we too much watching a romance-drama movies?

I knew that you've known about what i feel to you from your best friend.

Why did he do that?

You've known all those things i talked to your best friend.

For me, IT IS EMBARRASING.

what the hell i should to when i meet you SOMEDAY?

Well, i'm surely GALAU right now.

Our memories just came out without any permission.

And doing busy is my best thing to forget any thing. Especially ANY ABOUT YOU.

I was great when our "closefriend-ship" over. Because what?

i have many friends arround me. I have something making me as busy as hell.

And i didn't even think about you. IT WAS LIKE THAT .

Now, whenever i'm galau, i just write.

Write any thing feel.

Now, a question i would like you to answer is:

HOW ARE YOU?

WHY DON'T YOU REPLY MY TEXT?

HOW IS YOU LIFE?

Thanks my bloggy. You've been my share-mates.

Good night my RiCe.