I do love you, Basketball

Seperti bertemu dengan a-long-distance-boyfriend rasanya. Even though aku belum pernah berpengalaman dengan hal seperti itu.. hehehe
Aku basketan udah kayak "kewajiban". Jadi aku sedikit menyingkirkan aktivitas-aktivitas diluar basket.. tapi ini juga terjadi soalnya bentar lagi ada grand final LIMA di Jakarta cuy. Jadi biar sedikit nggak malu-maluin, latian jalan terus dong :D Ada "hal" lain juga sih sebenernya.. huahahhaa
Bisa jadi liburan sebulan ini isinya basket basket dan basket. Plus, acara lain selain basket dan as usual, not going to anywhere but JOGJA! Pengen sih ikut ke luar kota, liburan sama temen-temen lain.. tapi karena ada basket, mungkin itu ditunda dulu.. hihihi. Selow lah, masih semester satu. Tapi menurutku, liburan ini kayak liburan jaman SMA. Baskeet mulu. Tapi aku seneng :D Sekalian buat nurunin berat badan yang udah O.V.E.R. Huehehhee
Jadi hikmahnya, aku sedikit mengerti tentang esensi LIBURAN.
Jadi liburan itu ya, refresh your mind. Do anything refreshing your mind. And for me, playing basketball is LIBURAN. Jadi intinya ya aku cinta sama basket. Apalagi pas liburan kaya gini.. Makin cinta euy. Tapi ga tau juga kalo perasaan ini jadi pasang surut dikemudian hari. Hahaha.
Udah ah. Udah malem cyin. Akikah bobo dulu yaah. Bonne nuit everyone! And especially, YOU ;)

The Controller

Thank you very very very extremly bunch much for you, dear my Controller.

You’ve always put me in the right track whenever i’m getting down to the very wrong damn track. Thanks.

I really really apreciate you, dear my Controller.

What you’ve warned to me is really really work even though i obeyed  you by swearing something i don’t remember about. I felt like, you insisted me to do whatever you said to me but now i really understand how the thing’s work. I don’t have any idea whether  you have something’s purposed or not. I don’t care. The things i care about is... You know how to control me as long as i’m living with you.

I miss you, dear my Controller.

You’ve been there about 2 weeks. And... you’ll be here on the next two weeks! Yey!

See, it means that you’re gone about a month and i am absolutely miss you.

You were always staying at home and, voila, you’re home whenever i’m homey. And FOOD. Geez! I miss them for sureeee. :D

Hmmm, I just don’t have any idea what will be happen if we’re really really “separated” by the time or the things we have to done. We all know that we’re going to be such a WOMAN. And i... i just don’t even know how face it. Oh my.. i am too much having fantasy about the future.

Dear my Controller,

So excited having you here with me again! Yey!

Even though i have to ready for the consequent when you’re here.

I’m gonna prepare my ears, my heart, and my... anything i need to face the bloody hell sarcasm comment you’ll say. Hahaha ;)

Dear my Controller,

Yes. I MISS YOU. Really really absobloodylutely MISS YOU :*

Teenage Love Affair

I'm desparate. Desperate in love?

hell no. I don't know what i feel now.. Love? Past? I DON'T KNOW.

I ain't talk about basketball..

Basketball is a part of my life and yes, i have another part of life.

It's about my "first guy".

He isn't my boyfriend but he WAS my close friend and now is a LONG LONG LONG friend.

I had forgotten about him but some month ago, but..

He came back. I MET HIM FOR SURE.

I WAS HIGH FIVE WITH HIM.

I WAS TALKING (a bit) TO HIM.

how the hell happy i was..

Now? it's just EMPTY.

You didn't even relpy my text that, surely it didn't have any intention to get closer to you, needed to be answered but you didn't.

How glad i was when i got your message and asked me to watch basketball match although you didn't even wrote my name on it. It was like, you texted it to ANYONE.

Well, i don't care about it.

I didn't say yes because i wont get hurt any more.

Is this what i'm affraid of?

This problem is not only mine but, i think, many girls.

Are we too much hoping?

Are we too much watching a romance-drama movies?

I knew that you've known about what i feel to you from your best friend.

Why did he do that?

You've known all those things i talked to your best friend.

For me, IT IS EMBARRASING.

what the hell i should to when i meet you SOMEDAY?

Well, i'm surely GALAU right now.

Our memories just came out without any permission.

And doing busy is my best thing to forget any thing. Especially ANY ABOUT YOU.

I was great when our "closefriend-ship" over. Because what?

i have many friends arround me. I have something making me as busy as hell.

And i didn't even think about you. IT WAS LIKE THAT .

Now, whenever i'm galau, i just write.

Write any thing feel.

Now, a question i would like you to answer is:

HOW ARE YOU?

WHY DON'T YOU REPLY MY TEXT?

HOW IS YOU LIFE?

Thanks my bloggy. You've been my share-mates.

Good night my RiCe.

Gelo is Kecewa is Dissapointed

Pertemuanku dengan kekasih (re: BASKETBALL) GAGAL TOTAL. Okelah, aku kira tanpa tanya pelatih dan dengan SOK, biar keliatan "wah, Fika rajin ya.. ga usah sikasih tau aja udah dateng sendiri. udah tau jadwalnya juga. hebat hebat", aku bisa latian dengan semangat yang menggebu-gebu tapi nyatanya? NOL BESAR

      Berangkat pukul 18.30 WIB membuatku cukup tergesa-gesa di jalanan. I thought that i was late but NOPE! Dateng di lapangan tanpa melihat mobil pelatih, pikirku, oke. Pelatihku belum dateng. Alhamdulillah. Such a good news.
      Melihat lapangan yang lampunya tidak menyala terang dan melihat beberapa cowok terlihat kayak mau latian, membuatku berpikir, 
        "Wah anak Samudra yang cewek kemana ya? kok tumben banget belum pada dateng"
       Eh ternyata eh ternyata, beberapa anak cowok itu bukanlah anak Samudra (i don't even know who they are). Lalu mereka menyuruhku tanya ke Ibu penjaga lapangan. Si Ibu memberi tahu kalo sekarang Samudra hanya latian seminggu sekali di lapangan BudiUtama dan bukan hari Selasa tapi Rabu.
        "Oh, great! emang sih enggak ada yang ngasih tau kalo latian hari Selasa sudah Di TIADAKAN.. okelah, ini salahku karena enggak tanya -..- "






AMANAT: 
Walaupun aku enggak jadi latian, tapi aku tau lho harga sewa per jam-nya Lapangan Budi Utama.. hehehe, dan waktu kosong yang enggak dipake :D lumayanlaahh.. lebih murah daripada di Victory :d Bisa buat tambah-tambah latian sekolah deh.. ahihihi
Satu lagi, aku jadi udah ngisi bensin (sumpah, ra penting banget fik!) hahaha






penulisan, tanggal 11-1-2011